New milestone
Posted: Thu Oct 04, 2012 11:48 pm
Well a test was made for me this weekend just gone.
I have not been to a football grand final ever due to the 80,000 other people around also wanting to use the loo that I will need to use. And knowing you will be there for about 5 hours I have always avoided them.
So I didn't use the wee wall as I'm still building up to that.
However I was able to use the stall on 2 occasions in 2 different and challenging locations.
I would normally go to a distant quiet toilet somewhere, which by habit I tried to do, but was unable, so had to use a full peak hour packed one. There were about 10 wee walls and only 3 stalls, so the pressure was on. I tried to relax and think o other things and after a slow start became successful. Hooray
On the second try in the stadium, not as many people but still a busy restroom where I had to wait for a stall to be free. And same thing I had success.
These situations were usually at a 10 difficulty level for me, however this time was down to a 5 this time around.
I just don't think about going nearly as much as I used to.
Confidence building is slowly helping open my horizons, allowing me to venture out more.
Still so jealous of all the other guys who could whip it out by the wee walls, though I must not forget my progress..
I have not been to a football grand final ever due to the 80,000 other people around also wanting to use the loo that I will need to use. And knowing you will be there for about 5 hours I have always avoided them.
So I didn't use the wee wall as I'm still building up to that.
However I was able to use the stall on 2 occasions in 2 different and challenging locations.
I would normally go to a distant quiet toilet somewhere, which by habit I tried to do, but was unable, so had to use a full peak hour packed one. There were about 10 wee walls and only 3 stalls, so the pressure was on. I tried to relax and think o other things and after a slow start became successful. Hooray
On the second try in the stadium, not as many people but still a busy restroom where I had to wait for a stall to be free. And same thing I had success.
These situations were usually at a 10 difficulty level for me, however this time was down to a 5 this time around.
I just don't think about going nearly as much as I used to.
Confidence building is slowly helping open my horizons, allowing me to venture out more.
Still so jealous of all the other guys who could whip it out by the wee walls, though I must not forget my progress..